Exam mode

In short pants and white shirt , eyes glued on books.Need to conquer this Semester 3 exam.Drank 2.5 litres of water for today.Might not be a horrible stomache just a common abnormal cyclic body system , for today.Have to break a leg , or two if possible.Have to secure placementsssssss in UK!

Je ne pouvais pas bouger ( I could not move - in French )

Yesterday on my way back to college, my girlfriends texted me for a day out today . How disappointed was I reading the text in which I had to turn down their offers politely by typing : I am sorry.I have classes and exams this week.Really miss you all so much.I wish I could make it.

Damn .I could not control myself from breaking down silently and licked my own wound.My ma sensed my changed of mood and uttered : You chose to be there.Be strong.

I miss those leisure times in malls chitchatting and satisfy our gastro logy ,in arcade putting coins in slots , in Red box singing our heart loud, in boutiques window shop and leave a bomb in our pocket ,in shops staring at hotties and hunks, in cafes learning more French gourmet, in restaurants waiting for the movie to start,in Starbucks sipping our favourite lattes ,in Subway eating half of the bread ,on the floor hitting with the beat.

I miss my girlfriends.I miss my companions.Life,be nice to me.Je t’aime beaucoup mon ami.Each of them.

I wont do things that I would regret.That’s not me.Ne pas.

The last laugh

LoveLetter to myself,my sugarbabes including Kei and who ever that are not that cheerful in the college of ours.

Sharing moments with me :

I believe most of us used to have all sorts of scholarships before our eyes after SPM result was released.Alas,we chose the ultimate one that led to our college.Things happen for a reason.Because of that I turned offers not relating to medic making my aunts , my uncles and of course my ma to utter:

" I prefer you to take engineering or actuarial science which is easier than medic.You wont have a life."

I just smiled.I respected their opinions.

Everyone has reasons to move on.I do.Which I prefer to keep it to myself and closest ones.

Then,the college life is not like I dreamt of.But then, tired of cursing ,no matter how hard you curse everyday,you need to work hard,get those offers , those placements and voila~off you go to another place leaving those losers .Of course you have to respect others especially teachers and abide the thumb rule of : be nice with others.If you scratch mine,I will scratch yours.

The college is not as beautiful as what others could offer but its excellence in academic is a feather on the hat.Ironically,I spent 5 years in such a prestige school with its academic reputation of the same par of the college.What differs?The physical one.

Humans love pretty things its our nature.

My sugarbabes and I promised to ourself that we will move on and become stronger each day and be ourself no matter what comes.

The losers will become the same losers becoming an expert on how to become one.

We'll have the last laugh.Trust me.Lets be ourself and smile laugh and dance together!Hopefully,you are not of of those freaking losers~

Prove that doctors have a life and hunks and hotties are doctors<3

With kisses and tight hugs,

+++ la belle ; the petite girl +++

friendly

I hope everyone is friendly.I wish we are.I pray we all are.I want happy people.please.

Well,can’t get rid of the jealousy .Haih.Envying someone. And spying that bloated guy.

Why people keep telling people not to do this one and that one without even telling the reason of doing so?and if that someone think what he’s doing is ok,why don’t you let him free?What a bug.

Lala.

I am not that happy but I am trying to be one.Haha,yet I am not faking just am trying.Can’t wait to be home and be happy again.The saying is always true .It is.Home sweet home.Eventhough at times it is empty nobody is around but the warmth and comfort is so soothing and the smell of it never subsides. I always miss my friends to hangout to play to shop to chitchat to gossip to catch a movie and to do everything together. But seldom we’re busy or we take things lightly .Forgetting that we’re friends forever.Forgetting that friends come and go , forgetting that one day we’ll miss them.When they ‘re busy I am busy and another way around.

Someone is going to umrah and haj.Another one will be in Ghent, again. Another one enjoying his life. Another one? Stays at home then.Piles of homework.I should have take the ticket.But I prefer to do something which I think it ‘s the time to do it.Not just for the sake of going but for the sake of I want to do it.

I miss everyone.

p/s people medic people University of Leicester have released the name of candidates for interview in Yahoo Group.Check it out.Can't wait for my turn!